Day 2,007 Of Domestic Violence – The Guilt I Feel

This goes out to two woman in particular out there. You know who you are!

Thank you for telling me I am selfish. Telling me I choose something over my own son. Thank you for ignoring me, for taking me out of my sons life and cutting me down or humiliating me any chance you get.

I will never forgive you for what you have done. You tell me to get the help I need well I need you to stop this. I am a person, I am worth just as much as his father except I was a scape goat! You then have the nerve to tell me that is not my problem. Really? Do you think you have a better understanding of how I feel than I do?

You fucking make me sick. Both of you. One apparently had to remove her grandson while the over raised an abusive creep. Remind me why I should take advice from you? It doesn’t seem you have done any better so what makes you think you should be raising my son from a top of that high horse.

It makes you happy to see what you have done to us and for that you both have lost all of my respect.

I may not be perfect but I am a thousand times the mother either if you have ever been.

I will not let you get away with this and in the end I will make sure they see you both for what you are. At least in the end you will have each other. Sometimes it’s a curse being me but to wake up each day anything like either if you would be a fate worse than death so I can seek comfort my mind is not overrun by delusions.

You had better hope you picked the right line to walk because if not this will not end well as I will not stop until you get what you deserve.

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Published by Diaries From Domestic Violence

I am a mother of one, artist and blogger from Australia. I write children’s books and want to introduce awareness education for children in all schools. This is my journey from domestic violence and beyond. Where it will end up is anyone's guess. Share in my story....

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