This one is short and sweet. I started it yesterday and today I’ve decided not to add too much more to it. The question is important so I’m gonna mull over it instead of turning this into a novel.
As life tailspin’s again I feel as if these blog posts pour out of me. When things feel ‘safe’ or at least more together I notice the need to vent lessen. So am I learning more during these testing time? I think the answer to that question is yes. The bigger question is in the end is the payoff worth yet another lesson as I’m honestly exhausted and struggling to put one foot in front of the other these days.
Blogging or at least using writing as my therapy isn’t something I began doing out of the blue this year. When I was 18 I kept a diary called ‘What The Seasons Change’. Recently reading through those old entries which are now over a decade old I can see where I have matured, I swear a lot less but a lot of the questions remain the same and the theme to them still a major part of my life now so where am I going wrong?
What am I not fixing and how do I fix it?
Could this be the key to my happiness?